Yet Closed to the Web

Holy shitballs.  Dear readers, some of you have let me down deeply.

I chose (after much, MUCH hesitation and waffling) to reveal something deeply personal to you (as though you give a shit…silly me) and the first remark I get an assumption that I’m available to just fuck anyone on demand now.

YOU MORONIC DOLTS.

Which I fully expected, given that just the mere act alone of exhibiting myself nude on the web tends to create certain preconceived notions about “adult performers” — namely, that we’re mindless sluts willing to fuck any loser who show an interest in us just BECAUSE.  Inherently insulting on so many levels and way, way beyond the sort of response any of you are worth.

So I’ll just block/ban the stupid remarks and the assholes who make them as they come.

Now then, on to what this all means for you, dear readers and (always more importantly) Minamembers.  In a word:  nothing.

We’re not doing this for you.  Or the porn.  Or the sites.  Or because I’m a mindless whore who just can’t get enough random cock and will fuck any loser douchebag who claps an eye on me and throws a few twitter messages my way.   But thanks SO much for making that assumption.  And thank your lucky stars you are not within my reach.

I think part of the reason I actually did dare to bring this up — to come out, as it were — is that I knew it would be a fabulous way to weed the morons trolling for dumb pussy from those who have actually taken the time to get to know us over the years, in all our trials and tribulations, and moments of tears and joy.

This is a big step for us.  It’s exciting, intimidating, nerve-wracking and daring.  And we’re kind of proud of ourselves for getting our relationship to that level.  It indicates a level of trust, respect and intimacy many of you will never know.   Judging from what I see on a day to day basis, many of you wouldn’t have the slightest clue what do to with it, if you DID have it.

It’s for us.  Not you.  It’s not for work or the sites.  You’ll likely never see any one of our friends.  We’re not meeting people as “Mina and Joe, the pornographers.”  Many of them will never even be told the truth of what we do.  This is all going down on an intensely personal and private level and it’s OURS.

So to those of you with the maturity and respect to wish us well, we thank you. You know how far we’ve come and what a big step this is for us.  You know who you are, and you’ve been there for us in times of raw sexual celebration and times of hard reality.  You’re incredible friends and if I could, I’d hug you all.  I’d love to one day throw a party and have every one of you come just so I could say “You’re a great person and it’s been a blast helping create your fantasies.”

Those of you whose first response was “Wow, maybe this means the dumb bitch will fuck me based on a few self-involved messages on twitter!” I have one piece of advise for you:  never….ever…speak to me again.

This is likely the last anyone will hear of this anyway (again, yeah thanks cunts).  But I did want to get it out there that no one is to entertain any expectations about this and god help you if you waste my time with your moronic assumptions.  This is not a part of the entertainment.  What warms me is that I know a lot of you never would have expected it anyway, which is why I do flirt with you and tease you and torment you on a daily basis and love doing so.

What shocks me stupidly over and over again are those of you who immediately interpret a personal revelation like this only in terms of how it might benefit YOU.    After 10 years on the web, I have to say, way to go.  I really thought more of you were better than that and that society had come further. But I see that female sexuality is still judged by many based on how it’ll benefit whatever fuckwad in the vicinity needs to nut and can’t catch his sister.  Fuck you, have a nice day.